die!
low blood pressure
for anbt 1 month plus le..
=(
something is wrong wit me lar..
anyway..
songs are embed le..
=)

my current addiction?...
1..2..3..
lolx

added an xmas song lar..
to boost the xmas mood..

im feelin soo down!
im just so curious..
who's reading my blog EVERYDAY..


dear santa..
can u hear me?
lolx
grant me a wish can??..

hmmm..
my omina sot sot liaoz..
=(

at this time.. i shld b in my bed..
but..im still sittin infront of my com..
playing FB games and blogging..
recently.. im abit irritated lar..
bcuz of $$
work until no money to pay my bills and other $$ lehz..
super sianz lor..
and almost everybody is telling me tat..
im losing weight
yes.. i can feel it too..
cuz..
i cant feel my butt when im sitting in the train
i cld feel the bones..
argh.. sad..
i work so hard.. til..
my frenz are difting away..
so committed to work..
in exchange.
wad ive got back in return..
was..
back aches, sore legs, bursting veins
4 months in the current company..
im falling sick again..
sianz lor..

i get to know jack thru janice lar..
he.. too.. have the same dream..
so.. i guess.. we will b working together next time?
biz partner??
hahahaha
over the weekends..
i was watching movie..
LOLx.. cool man!
sometimes..
i really wished..
for a heart to know..
a ear to listen..
a shoulder to cry on..
why.. life has been moving to the wrong way..
im chasing my dream..
impossible..
i-m-possible
jack thought me..
hahaha..

for the past few days.. i was thinking hard..
abt.. wad my short and long term goals/dreams are..
1. i wanna purchase acer predator (ASAP)
2.i wanna clear his MY debts (2months time)
3. enjoy my HK trip wif crystal (3months time)
4. a nice 25th bdae party.. (5 months time)
5. i wann earn my 1st 5k in (6 months time)...
6. i wanna... support my aunt in 12 months time..
7. i wanna engage a geomancer
8. in 5yrs time.. i wanna...
own a car.. but.. not me drving.. i wanna hire someone to drive for me lar..
9. in 6yrs time..
i wan my empire
my cafe and pub!
all up and running!
lolx..

well..
i guess.. its enuff lar..
i go sleep le...
9tz all~~

Labels: wourk, 心里话, 梦想

i wish.. for a weighing scale...
i wanna know.. wads my weight now..
cuz..
mr peh says..
ive lost at least 5kg..
hmm...

ermm..
dear all.
sorry ar..
if i nber reply ur sms..
bcuz.. i nber pay my HP bills.
no out going calls or sms until i clear them ar..
wwhahaha
=X

hmm..
my work place.. 'relationships' are getting messy dae by dae..
raymond is now my daddy
jack is my mummy..
chan ho is my lover
willy is my mr bai

see!!
the oldest among all.. willy..
jack..
chan ho
and raymond..
hmm.. do some thinkin lar?
how complicated things arE?

willy, is 3yrs older den me.. he's the oldest among them.. (the MY boys)
followed by my mummy... mummy is 1 yr older den me..
next.. my lover is oney yr younger den me..
my daddy is 2yrs younger den me..
ahahha..

=)

next week.. my daddy will b 'attached' to other outlet lar.
for one month lehz..
LOLx...
happy or sad??
im sad lehz.. daddy dote me de lor..
=( but.. they also bully me like mad..
daddy shifted house.. from HG to AMK..
LOLx..

anyway.. tired!
this fri.. RX is closed for dinner!
heng ar! im working MORNINg..

Labels: wourk

Letting go of your past and memories are also extremely hard. Even though old memories can be tormenting, yet you might hold on to the past and refuse to move forward. However, by refusin...g to let go of the painful past, it'll serve as a roadblock to love.

All the art of living lies in a fine mingling of letting go and holding on. -- Havelock Ellis

Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person, but when you see him smile you suddenly realize you're just pretending you're over him to ease the pain of knowing that he will never be yours.

How do I say goodbye to someone I never really had? Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine? Why is it I miss someone I was never really with? And why do I love someone whose love was never really mine?


alright..
its a brand new month!~!
=)

the feeling wasnt right lar..
todae.. work..
kitchen staff bully me like mad.
jack tried to unhook my bra
lOlx.. scary man!
manage to catch up with alfi.
=) it was 11yrs ago since we last meet.. =)

til den..
tata

Labels: 心里话

bought a watch.. less den a month old..
90% good condition..
i left it @ my work place on sat..
4get to bring back.
todae!! when i got back..
my p/t was telling me..

she had threw away my watch!

leaving me sooo stun!..
lost of words lar..
she said tat its spoil le..
i said yes.. but.. its my watch..
only the button drop.. still can use..
...

my store manager nber sae anything..
sianz!
my working watch..
not exp..
but.. i like it alot lehz...
sad ar..
=(

this above photo was taken some time ago.. when i was in the train..
i saw this indian lady... and this is wad i saw!!
prettY??
so unglam!
the shoe dosent fit lor..


lolz..
me and my mr bai arm..
wondering who is my mr bai?..
stay in tune!

lalala.. BKK trip was changed.. to HKG is confirmed!!
4th march to 9th march!!
lalalalalla
will b goin with crystal!
so happy u know!!

tix abt $201..
2 way.. traval insurance included..
tiger airway lor!!
hmmm.. hotel?? a budget one...
5nights lehz!! haven go holiday.. pocket already got hole le.
LOlx.. tats abt.. $228..one person??.. $114!
total predamanage?? apprx$315!
but heng lor..
hotel de $$ den pay there when arrived!
shiok man!
i really.. seriously...
cant wait
for my holidae to come!

disney land!! lalalal
=)

Labels: gd memories, 梦想

sad lor.. i edited a photo...but this skin cant use..
sianz.. other dae den do liaoz..
so tired!
go sleep le..
ahaha
=)

more updates comin up

sianz ar!!
mondae..
the major facelift of uncle peh's kitchen starts...

oh!! b4 i 4get again!!
todae..
work!!.. LOlx
so funny..

me, raymond and a somebody were on morning shift la..
so.. as usual..the routine starts.. washing and cleaning the area..
i was cleaning the bar frige..
raymond came.. standard de la..
their

coffee time!

i taught him how to steam milk lor..
he's kinda addicted to it le lar..
only when im doing bar.. he will do tat!
hmm.. den.. after tat..
something shocking happened..
raymond's glass broke!
yes.. the base of the mug fall off!
lOlx.. and i lauff like mad!
in the end?? the bar area was so smelly and sticky..
cuz of the coffee.
hahaha
and hor!! my mr bai not here todae.. he was @BTB..
next week he's on Morning shift!..
shit liaoz lor..
working the same shift as raymond and jack again..
argh...

anyway.. the somebody is not my mr bai...
a new commis 2
smelly and disgusting
the way he look like ppl.. like scanning thru me from head to toe..

anyway.. story haven end lar..
stil got..
i go sleep le..
=)

i feel like baking cookies!!
but..
i guess.. wrong time lar..
i <3 cranberry cookies!!
i hopw tat i haven lost the feel to bake cookies lor..
sianz

Labels: cookies, wourk

PH was rotted over @ CR, aka circular road..
where's tat?
boat Quay!
not bad lar.. but due to me.. being hand short, body short..
CR is not a gd place for me to work.. LOl

actually.. im planning to meet mr bai aka mr wrong, raymond, jack, chan ho and ah da for steam boat dinner de...
but.
i fly their kite!
lOlx
sorry.. lazi ar..
den.. hmmm..
anyway!...
im happy!!

=)

why are u attached?..
sad ar

I want you, nothing else. just you, because thats all i need.

sianz lor..
want to sleep le..
but i remember something
thurs..
i was working morning shift...
and..
i was late!
i woke up @ 6am lor..
i was soo damn late..
i need to wake up @ 5.. bathed.. and eat breakfast..
lastly.. need to step outta the house by 550am...
lolx..
rushed like mad...
took cab..
half way thru.. den i realised..
i dint bring my ez link..
sianz..tats not the main thingy lar..
reached work place..
start to do opening lor..
den.. finally.. got some time..
den i hide behind the counter to eat my breakfast lar..
hungry leh!
and..
guess wad happen??

me and my ghostly encounter..
=(
it appeared 3 times lor..
i was so shocked..
this wasnt the first time le..
haiz..

the guys know lar..
and raymond was soooo good..
tat he said..
'sat, when u reached.. call me'..

sianz for wad?..
....
ok ok..
bed time!
promise

Labels: gd memories, wourk

i know.. im super fast la..
but.. we left only handful of days b4 we paused and look wad we had done for 2009...
so far.. ive enjoyed 2009.. but seriously.. it cld b better..
like?
if i nber left sdc
but den again.. if i dint left..
i wldnt learn soo many things lar..
heheheh

it was only.. just nOw.. tat..
i realised tat.. someone tat i wanted to see so much.
is working so near me..
we met a few times..
he knew my staffs lar.
omg..
=)

hmmm.. some events tat im lookin forward too..
tat2 show 2010!
todae.. me. paul and a chef mentioned abt it lar.
i went to search..and i found it..
8th to 10th jan!
christ garver will b there too!
i missed it this year.. next yr.. i swear.. i wont missed it.
cuz.. will b going down if crystal. and the 2guys..

bsides tat..
BKK march trip!
everything is 80% confirmed..
need to pay $$ nia..
wads more to look forwad?

im tired! go sleep le
=)

Labels: 梦想